nako. tagal tagal na rin pala. neion lang ulet ako gagawa ng entry. pucha! gaaraabeeh! nakakatawa. haha. haha. haha.

GUYS. lam nio bah "ALYSSA" nah koh neion! dein nah "jah"
haha. adek. college nah.

wah. anhirap. tapos meron pang 2 guys nah sobrang epal ang dating saken. azar. WTF?!

piliiiiiiit.. honestly. i don't feel like doin' this thang. i betta go bago pah coh tuluyang magkalat.

Good NiGht. 2mo nah lang. tamaaaaaaaaad.

okay. i'm here nah naman para magkalat. gaaasssh! haha. kagagaling ko lang sa VEGA(5th floor) coz der's dis freshies night thingy.. and as all u knoE im a party animal. well. party goer. sounds better. so nagpuntah kami dun ng girl friend koh. guys! im not lesbi. okay? im selling common sense. haha. dis is another mess.OMG! tumugtog ang SIDE A! and they definitely laaab dah crowd. oh well. wut can i say? nakakawindang ang YUPIELBI freshies. haha. know wut?! i was shouting kanina. FuCK. can't finish this entry coz im messin' up with my FUCKING BOIFRIEND. i have to go. i'l juz continue dis entry maybe 2mo. hell! wish me luck! dis is a serious matter.

ack. im so exhausted and wasted! stupid. ='( college life. oh gawwd! i hate coÑos. potah. they suck! i just hate them tho they'r not doin' nithin... tsk tsk. arg! hate 'em! i dunno knoe huway. okai. so much for that idiotic argness. bagsak ako sa first quiz sa zoo 1! kumustah naman un?! wah! nakakaloka. wut dah fuck?! im so disappointed. naaawa nah koh sa sarili koh. huhuhu. peo sabi ni kuia joko and ate mai "okai lang un".. bumagsak din daw si ate mai sa first quiz nia dati. and know wut she did?! she went to dah church and prayed. Gosh! does dis mean i hav to be sort of a religious blah-blah. i don't think so. anditoh koh sa area 51 ngeon kc hindi ako pinayagang dalhin ung computer koh. keia anditoh q sa computer shop. ah ang gulooo ng entry nah toh. kc magulo utak ko ngaun. mei class pah koh 2mo. bot lab potahhh. at math 11(love it?). fuck. tama ung prof koh sa PE.have to dos and want to dos. hays ulet. 2mo uuwi nah coh ng bundok. haha. namiz coh ung bruhita kong kapatid. ahh. lamnio bah?! meron nah kameng african lovebirds sa bahay. yak! laging magkasama. kire din palah ang mga ibon. nyak! non-sense. im just talking shit here. ahh. dein naman siguro obvious. db? last tuesday nagpuntah kami ni camz sa elbi square., where bar addicts probably go. okai. wut we did? c camz wala lang. cnamahan lang ako. akoh? i just drank a bottle of san mig. hmm. la lang. trip lang. mei sense pah bah sinasabi koh? guys. wut cha think?! oh cia cge. maxadoh nah kong nagkakalat. i better go and sleep. madz! babuu!

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em here nah sa elbi.. uhmmm... xe start nah ng classes namen on tuesday.. mejo malungkot xeh la si mama ditoh and si popc.. taz pati ung bruhita kong kapatid...peo masaya xempre.. haha.. hmm.. kakatamad.. nah.. alis na koh... =p


DAMII CUTIES DITOH!

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MS. SHARI-ANN HARRIET CABUHAT







HAPEE BETDEI! mUahUgz! YABYU!

wOohOo! June nah palah.. suMmer iS oVerrrr...! haaai.. peo bitiiin. bitiiin. bitiiin. gustoh koh pang magpahila'hilata deetoh sa haus.. haha.. classes will start on June 20..aww..nakakatamad but pretty excited coz im gonna open a new chapter of my life. ahihi :) meet new friends.. learn new stuffs and all that! hOohOo! heart it!..

bai dah wei! em kindah beecee last week.. nagenroll xeh aq.. den my "UDA" passed away :'( uda is dah mother of my grandfather...she's already 94 y/o..Lagi kaming nagpupuntah sa San Pablo.. saturrday nilibing si Uda.. :'( all my cousins and relatives were there.. ~sadness~

Bye Bye Uda.. may u rest in peace.. we LOve you sO mUch.. and we'll never forget you.. =(

WELCOME JUNE!

wOohOo! June nah palah.. suMmer iS oVerrrr...! haaai.. peo bitiiin. bitiiin. bitiiin. gustoh koh pang magpahila'hilata deetoh sa haus.. haha.. classes will start on June 20..aww..nakakatamad but pretty excited coz im gonna open a new chapter of my life. ahihi :) meet new friends.. learn new stuffs and all that! hOohOo! heart it!..

bai dah wei! em kindah beecee last week.. nagenroll xeh aq.. den my "UDA" passed away :'( uda is dah mother of my grandfather...she's already 94 y/o..Lagi kaming nagpupuntah sa San Pablo.. saturrday nilibing si Uda.. :'( all my cousins and relatives were there.. ~sadness~

Bye Bye Uda.. may u rest in peace.. we LOve you sO mUch.. and we'll never forget you.. =(

..yesterdei was one of dah emo deis of mah life.. i told mah boifriend about mah fling..*stupidity* haha.. i told him kaseh ayoko nah makipaglokohan.. gusto ko maging honest at loyal nah sa kania... we've been together for seven months.. it's definitely hard to have a boifriend nah guapo? mei itsura? cute? ma-appeal? hahah.. he cheated on me before den ngeon nman ako ang gumawa ng ganun sa kania.. cguro two weeks lang kameh ni charles.. peo i can't fool him(ian) palah.. so i decided to leave charles(fling).. and magfocus sa relationship namen ng mahal koOoh.. :)
he asked me thru text kung mei fling ako.. den cnbi koh ung totoo.. nagalit cia as expected.. nung hapon nah ..dumating ung bestfriend koh ditoh sa haus.. i told her to call ian for me.. wen she called him up.. ang sumagot daw babae tas tulog daw xi ian.. sabi ni beshie muka daw ndi talaga tulog xi ian.. so i txted him and asked kung nasan xa.. he replied "ung charles nah lang tawagan moh" ..hmm.. kainis! ako na mismo tumawag sa haus nila den xa ang nkasagot.. *usap usap usap* sinabi q sa kania nah magkita kame.. aun..nung gabi.. nagkita kameh.. nagpunta kameh kina nikka.. dun kameh nagusap.. habang nagkakantahan ung mga kabarkada q.. senias ng senias saken c camzie! hahah..

i apologized to him for wut i did.. i knw it's wrong but i still did it.. i asked him kung galit xa.. dUh?! xempre oO! arG! ^stupid Jah^ ..blah-lah-lah-lah.. he asked for cool off.. i was sO shOcked dat i can't speak.. i just stayed quiet *teary eyed* ~he touched my ChiN~ asked me if i'm okei.. hoLy Shit! of coUrse i'm not! i realli love him and i can't bear losin' him.. :(
basta cnabi koh nah lang nah.. "cge cool off tau kung un ang gs2 moh" .. den he ran away wit his mountain bike.. he left me standin' der like a little girl who's so helpless.. lumapit nah lang akoh sa mga kabarkada koh and started to cry.. *tears fell down* i texted him dat i realli realli love him.. i told myself "pag cia hindi bumalik ditoh.. wala nah talaga kameng pag-asa.."

nakoO! kelangan kong umiyak para maawa sia saken! haha!

camille: mag-emote kah..!
ef: mag-isip kah ng mga malulungkot nah bagay! haha!
nikka: para kang sira! haha.. baliw kah talagah!
jem and maan: *tawa! tawa!*

while talking to my kadas.. mei bumatok saken.. pUccHhaa! cno un?!!?! un palah xaa.. hahah..

jah: oh ano?
ian: ano ka rin?
jah: *started explaining.. talking.. yet no one's listening! hahah!* hindi ka naman nakikinig eh!
ian: nakikinig ako!
jah: hindi kah naman naniniwala!
ian: *dedma*

*usap usap usap usap*

ian: halika! mei sasabihin ako seo..
*..lapit naman c jah..*

ian: (hugging me)

"i Love you.. for dah last time.. break nah tau.."

>>> bigLang alis! <<<

aus! hahah! saya di ba?! those were dah lines from him i certainly can't accept! and made my heart broken into pieces..i wanna break down and cry! hoLy hell! bakiiiiiiit?!!! waaah!!! *questions started runnin'my mind* so lumapit ulit aq sa kadas koh.. etoh! garaabe! pag-iyak koh! parang gusto kong magwala! my kada's trying to comfort me..(thanks mgah siiss) den un nagtext sia na mag-ingat daw aq sa pag-uwi.. mahal na mahal nia daw ako kea lang ndi nia matanggap na naloko xa! haaay,... fair nah kame!

*dramahan sa text*

hanggang sa bawiin nia ung cnabi nia.. and pumayag xa nah hindi nah lang kame magbreak at ausin nah ang aming relasion.. natuwa ako xempre! iM sOo gLad! at naisip nia nah isa akong malaking kawalan sa buhay nia! haha.. but i still hav doubts.. xeh bka kea xa pumayag nah makipag-recon xeh plan niang gumanti.. sinabi ko sa kania lahat.. den un ngeon okie nah kameh ng mahal koOooh! :p hahah...

*wipee! happy ending!*